that was a good practice.
i hope the mini-set goes well too.

sometimes i do foolish things.
that's probably a vast understatement.

i think i've been wasting a lot of energy in completely useless areas.
but i don't know how to channel it to other places.
there is no taming that river.

here's a really good song:


"i'm trying not to slip
been trying not to lose footing
loose land keeps that pressure on my kicks
but when i fall i tend to land like a ton of bricks
stand like a man made of concrete and sediment, like
fuck your skin
nobody needs it
there's bones, muscle and blood
what's realer than fat and tendons?
it's raw
no soft tissue to draw your eyes to
and, so far, flesh ain't the truest
at all
let's rip into it
we all sick of the missed shots
passed over like the last man picked
no team
so pissed off
that's not honesty
that's just soft curves got your world flipped
got you making mixtapes for girls
and that's the skin again
let's blame the skin again
stretching itself so fluidly over these awkward ligaments
and i didn't shave today
i probably won't tomorrow
and it's safe to say i'm never gonna shed these extra-- yeah
so fuck it
back to the wall
crush it
laugh at em all
hush
let em try to find the beauty in your face
yeah"


sometimes i think i shouldn't bother posting stuff if there isn't really a point to it.
but, then, usually, i just shrug and click.
clearly.

posted by adam @ 1:05 AM