the pendulum swings so fast (a day in list form):

- inability to sleep-in because of quietly tormenting dreams
- staying in bed and thinking too much while dozing on and off
- cougar creations
- pseudo-near-attack by monster t-shirt wearing teenage girl
- conversations while picking up chicken
- the misfits
- stress and chicken and less than great physical feelings
- moping
- then a little more
- "and i always find, yeah, i always find, yeah, i always find something wrong"
- can't even escape in a nap
- "i'm so gifted at finding what i don't like the most"
- slow transition from moping to semi- bitterness
- picking up lines here and there
- transition from bitterness to a not-caring swagger that i wish i had most of the time
- two or three bars away from a new verse that i feel is quite good (i'll post it later when i finish it)
- brownie bites
- consuming media on the couch with a great friend
- why don't i do this more often?
- when did it kind of slip away a bit?
- if you're in the right mood my beautiful dark twisted fantasy will up your swagger exponentially
- walk to 100 block with star baby
- muse is back to being muse
- and it feels so right
- good reactions to the poster (thanks, everyone)
- emergency bowtie present
- i feel i should clarify that phrasing
- the present was an emergency bowtie
- it was not a bowtie that was an emergency present
- #mypresenceisapresentkissmyass
- but that was actually earlier
- it's just funnier placement there
- "baby, you melt my buh-tyaahhhh"
- feeling a certain sense of belonging that i ignore far too often
- i just wish a couple more people could have been there
- they are my second family
- got my name on a poster
- in small print
- but it's there
- are you apt?
- ultimate grilled cheese
- and somehow every soda i drank tasted perfect
- michael jackson and james brown
- the parlor is really warm
- i swear i was laughing at cory's yelp and not your spilled apple beer
- seriously
- hollow cheese sticks are the sign of amateurs
- hi-chews and hot chocolate
- and some cheese
- cause i can never help myself
- now iris in
- and let's try and stay busy tomorrow

posted by adam @ 1:51 AM