i was right about wasting most of the weekend with melancholy. but i think it's necessary sometimes, so i'm kind of okay with it.
plus, it was really only when i was alone that was that bad.
oliver hart (eyedea) - walking
it was really nice to take a walk today. and one long enough to give me blisters. that doesn't happen often in these cold months. it didn't really clear my head much but sometimes just motion can be enough. or at least make it feel okay to have a crammed, conflicted and never all that pleased mind.
i was listening to lazerbeak's album while walking. the more i listen to it the better it is to me. it was definitely an unexpected direction, but well worth giving up my preconceived desires to enjoy.
lazerbeak - let it go
also listened to this.
paper tiger - 2nd day back
and some sims too.
it was a long walk.
somebody needs to teach me how to get out of my own way.
recorded a short, silly christmas song with chance lewis and a special guest tonight. it put me in such a good mood. i was feeling kinda down on the song and just wanted to get it finished and be done with it before. but since we finished recording i am in such a good mood. i wish i was always this happy after finishing working on stuff. i don't even know if the song will turn out that great, i just feel good about having done it.
i really hope this mood can carry over into tomorrow.
and then maybe i can be productive and get started on the postcard initiative.
posted by adam @ 10:49 PM
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