go now, you'll be stronger than they've let you / you'll do better than they've taught you / okay, okay:


tonight was a really good night. so very many people that i care about were around. and new people i don't know well but seem cool and interesting. and everyone was just happy and enjoying each other. it all felt right. and, in a weird way that i won't be able to explain right, like a 'this is your life' sort of night. a state of your acquaintances address from the ether. a this is why you are okay and this is what makes you happy and you both belong to it and add to it kind of thing.

and like a culmination.
and an end of a chapter.
and a beginning of whatever is next.
and that beginning feels promising tonight.
and i hope that feeling carries over for me.
cause i feel like i need it.

posted by adam @ 2:30 AM