shhhh.... listen carefully. this is the sound of me having a panic attack. the vibrations of a nervous breakdown. it sounds like a butterfly having a seizure. like a hummingbird in the middle of a heart attack. can you hear my irises shrink. they're actually just pin holes now. advanced pin hole cameras slowly capturing the landscape. my peripheral vision is all but gone. nothing but grey shadows and tunnel walls to the sides. straight ahead is the future. and i can't close my eyes. the voices from far away ask if i'm okay. and i don't know how to answer. instead i ask, "can you hear the flies rubbing their hands together? i think they're planning something sinister."

posted by adam @ 2:06 PM