I haven't been reading anyone's blogs in months.

Today I read a few entries on one.
It left me feeling weird.

I don't think I had realized what an emotional connection comes from reading my friends' blogs. Or how much I had felt the need to disconnect myself from that. Kind of wash that connection off and stand alone, separated from it.

I think part of what is making me feel weird is that I didn't really like feeling that connection come back.
I still want to avoid it.
And I don't really know why.
Or what that means.

posted by adam @ 2:04 PM